Forward - Part Three
Since that time, I have gone through an entire restructuring of myself, my belief system, my body (which began putting on protective layers of fat) and my way of living and thinking.
I have had to learn not to be afraid when before I appeared and felt fearless. I have had to learn to trust and love again, before it was easy, then it became difficult – almost impossible.
I have had to learn how to ‘make' money by myself and have money to support six children. I have had to learn what it is like to not have tons of friends or family support. I have had to learn how to recreate that from scratch. I was raised in such a sheltered environment – where everyone I knew was almost identical – that it was like entering a different planet when life changed for me.
What I knew – a long, long time ago – was that someday I would be teaching others on a grand scale. How or what that would be was entirely unclear to me at the time.
Toward the end of the ‘period of hell' as I aptly nicknamed it, the idea came to write it all in a book and share it with the world through my speaking. What I was going to write and why I would write morphed over time. It is morphing now. I am clear that I am in the time I have long dreamt of but I am also clear I have not seen the big picture. It is being revealed to me step by step.
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